is it ok to be confused?????

is it ok to be confused?? i am happy with him.. but sometimes wen we r together he doesnt always act like he is happy with me... wat am i supposed to think about this? My friends keep tellin me not the worry about it n that he looks happy with me... sometimes people can be decietful... n now to another thing i am confused about... i am in love with a loser red head kid who acts one way when he is around me and another when he is around others. i am moving soon so i wanted to give hims something to remember me by. i gave him my purity ring. i hope he does like it. he said he was kinda speechless n said it was a good thing.. but i cant exactly tell if he is really happy or if he jus thinks i am creepy. the truth is, i cant help but be in love with him and wanna tell him every day. i wud honestly spend my entire life with him... but sadly i doubt he feels the same way about me.. so i am confused about him too. i have known him for about a year n a half.and i have gotten so close to him.. i dont exactly know if he even cares about me half as much as i do for him. idk i guess we will see soon. ok to another thing. my former best friend told me she loves me. well her way of showing me has been to get pissed off at me every time i date a guy she likes. firts example... i hated a guy knamed Jonathan that she dated once and "supposedly" still has feelings for him. second ex. she dated this guy named ryan... i dated him for a little while too. third example... i am currently dating her ex Wesley... now she wont even look at me.. wtf is up with these stupid two faced bitches always actin like this?? i guess it makes it a little worse wen she wud say it was okay and then after if happens she wud be all pissed... wtf?? im sorry but i dont need a condasending two faced backstabbin bitch as a friend.. sorry u stupid two faced slut, im not lettin u get a rise out of the stupid shit u put people through...
i guess evcen thoug i complain about stuff.. i have a few good friends always stickin behind me... I LOVE U DANNI!!!! I LOVE U TRISHY!!! I LOVE U RYAN!!! I LOVE U CHELSEA(mr. mom lol) I LOVE U NICK!!!!