Confusion?!?!?!?!

ok so i dont really know what to do now. I am crazy in love with someone... but there is a slight problem... i am with someone right now... i am so in love with him.. im always thinking about him... there isnt a second or minute or hour or day that i go without thinking about him and how i fucked everything up wen i broke up with him... so how do i tell him i am crazy about him?? he told me he loves me today... said he always would... im moving in 4 days not counting today... he told me he was gonna miss me so much... truth is.. i dont know if i cant handle this without him... i kinda feel ad cuz im in love with someone who isnt my bf but i honestly cant help it... that night was so special to me that i cant forget about it... nothing within my power iwll alow me to and nothing outside my power will either... i guess eventually i will figure it out... i am sorry if this was a total waste of your time but i needed to vent my feelings... i dont seem him more than just at school so i dont have enough time during the day to tell him how i feel.... i love you LRS