valentines day

ok i just really need to rant about this. i love valentines day, yes, when i have soemone to celebrate it with. yes i have a boufriend, but its nothing special because i cant even see him today.. so yea happy vday to all u love sick bastards out there who are so damn lucky to have someone who loves you enough to go out of their way to get you something, even if they dont think they have the money.. yay for all u lucky people who have been together for God knows how long.. but i on the otherhand am not so lucky.. yea i got a few goosd friends who love me n stuff.. but to be honest i dont think i have someone who loves me like i wanna be loved.. i dont feel like i have someone who needs me and would be crushed if i wasnt here. i mean maybe i do.. but if i do, they havent made it apparent or the least bit obvious.. i mean yea my first friend in ky named mikaya told me friday tht she doesnt want me to move but big deal theres only a few people who even show any sympathy or empathy or any emotion at all.. now my girl Daniella i love her to death i know shes always there for me and she always will be even when i dont live in this dreary old town.. n after i graduate she is one of the first people i will visit.. but not many.. anyways got sidetracked.. lol .. anyways.. point is.. YAY for those who have someone one vday but umm.. as for me.. not likin vday right now.. so good luck to those who arent .. hope things work out soon.. but i dont think they will for me.. so .. ill just keep my heart with God since none of the guys on this Earth think they are good enough for me...