break up or make up??

ok so.. my bf and i broke up. i really love him but i cant handle all of his drama. plus he smokes pot.. and he knows i dont like it.. so for me he "said" he would stop.. yea idk how well that was working because every time he was on the computer... he would always be looking at ways to grow pot faster or better.. or tips for growing it.. so i got tired of it and dumped his ass.. so yea.. i just needa rant for a little while cuz the mother fucker pisses me off!! hes such a m.f-in man whore he pisses me off so much. the day after we broke up the bastard already had another gf!! i honestly wouldnt care, if it was anyone else but my best friend.. plus my sister was fuckin bouncin up and down on his lap!! WTF!!! he has no fuckin morals!!! pisses me off when someone says they can only see themselves wit u.. and when u break up, u kinda expect them to atleast try to fight to stay with u.. but no of course not from him.. i dnt think he even cared at all so you know what i say?? FUCK HIM!!

♥breakable brittany♥ \m/o.0 \m/ rock on

hypocrites..

have u ever noticed how people will try to tell you are doing something wrong with your life, but they do the same exact thing?? things like that make so mad. everytime someone tells me im a christian and i chouldnt cuss.. its like wtf?? i try not to alot.. but im still a new christian.. i cant always be perfect. and the people who tell me tht are the ones who are doing it too.. so idk.. idk wat everyones problem is with telling people they need to change urrggg people piss me off!!!

u know wat??

u know wat really pisses me off?? when people try to pretend to be something that they are not. they act like they are your friend and as soon as they get some "dirt" on you, they run and tell everyone.. even if it isnt true.. these people are the people that jsut really get under my skin and really aggrivate me.
they think in order to be happy with their sad pathetic lives, they have to make everyone around them feel ten times worse than they do. and those are the people that i hope go to hell and get the things they deserve.

honesty?

What is honest? Webster's defines honesty as a fairness and straightforwardness of conduct. But if we are completely honest with ourselves, hence completely straightforward, how many of us are really honest about half the things we say or think.
As a growing christian i hear new Christians all the time saying how they would die in the name of Jesus. now all this could be true, but i don't think they are being completely honest with themselves. i mean yes of course they have that strong will. they are headstrong, like any new Christian. And they are passionate about what they believe. but if they dig deep inside their souls i think they would see how scary that could really be. And to die for your religion is a hard thing to do. i kudos those of u who would be able to do that. i will be honest, i would be terrified to loose my life like that. but lets be honest with ourselves... are u honest??